Hello again and surprise surprise, it has been months since my last blog post! (That sounds like confession doesn't it?) Once again, I was full of good intentions, but did bugger all about them. I just thought I'd write a bit about what's going on for us at the moment.
Things are going ok. Most importantly, everyone in the family is in decent health. The boys are doing very well kidney wise, with no major concerns. This is especially good news for Joe, who sits his GCSEs in June. (Yes, really. He's nearly 16). Both lads are well, are growing like mad and eating us out of house and home. Normal teenagers, then!
I'm generally ok when it comes to my mental health, I just have to be careful not to do too much too soon. The difficulty I have is working out how much is 'too much.' It's a learning process and sometimes I misjudge it, but I'd rather give things a go and deal with the consequences than not try at all. I recently started doing some peer support with Mind. It's going really well, I enjoy it and I think I'm doing some good, which in turn makes me feel better about myself.
The only fly in the ointment right now is that I'm living with horrible pain from the arthritis in my knees. It's in my hips and neck as well (oh lucky me), but for some reason I can tolerate that pain much better. I feel like I have toothache of the knees, it's that same gnawing, incessant ache. As you might imagine, it's worse when I move about (especially going up and down stairs), but in a particularly cruel twist, it's also awful if I sit still for too long! So I can't really win. Driving is difficult, exercising is a serious challenge and sometimes even just pottering about is agony. Unfortunately for me, my GP doesn't seem to take the situation very seriously at all. They won't prescribe 'proper' painkillers (paracetamol and ibuprofen don't help) and they won't refer me to a specialist because it's 'only' osteoarthritis. I've had x-rays, which have confirmed the problem, I've had physio and I do the exercises whenever I remember, but that's about it. I feel like I'm stuck with it now and I dread getting older and more immobile. I don't want this post to be a long complaint about my poor knees so I'll change the subject, but if any of you have any good advice or ideas about how to deal with osteoarthritis, please let me know.
As some of you may remember, we rehomed another ex-racing greyhound at the end of last year. As we approach the first anniversary of him coming to live with us in Yorkshire, I'm happy to report that all is well. He's a bit of a dickhead at times if I'm honest, but I love him. He's grumpy with other dogs, has form when it comes to chewing cats and is generally a total pain in the arse. However, he's also funny, loving and beautiful, so we forgive him everything. We named him Kuro (Japanese for 'black') and he's quite a character. He has his own twitter account (@kurothehound) if you enjoy reading about houndy exploits.
I still go to as many gigs as I can. I was at the Brudenell on Tuesday night to see Jesca Hoop and I'm back there again in a couple of weeks to see Elbow do a stripped back show. Then I've got Circus Wolves in November, Slow Readers Club in December and Supergrass in January. I'm hoping to fit a few more in before Christmas if I can.
All told, things are pretty good at the moment. Now if I could just get this knees business sorted out.....!
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